Who Am I.

Every day, it’s in the back of my mind. I’m a burden. No one wants to be around me. I’m an obligation for them. A burden. Always a burden. Never good enough. Whatever I do, I’ll never be good enough. Never be smart enough. Pretty enough. Accomplished enough. Ambitious enough. Athletic enough. Interesting enough. Funny […]

How Are You? But Actually?

It’s been a year since my first post. My public writing in the past several months has since tapered off. I’ve used this blog as my outpost for speaking out about my depression and anxiety, as a way to update people in my life about how I’m fairing, and also as a cathartic means of […]

I’m Not Sure I Matter

I look at the moon tonight, and I see this strange, close proximity to our planet, and I feel the vastness of this earth and of this universe. I’m suddenly pulled back in time and reminded of the other times I’ve felt this way. But it wasn’t by looking at the stars. It was looking […]