That question hits me every day, over and over again like a bully who doesn’t know when to draw the line. No matter how many times I fight back, tell it to stop, cry, try to avoid it, or tell on it, it just keeps coming back. Am I good enough? Am I good enough […]
Every day, it’s in the back of my mind. I’m a burden. No one wants to be around me. I’m an obligation for them. A burden. Always a burden. Never good enough. Whatever I do, I’ll never be good enough. Never be smart enough. Pretty enough. Accomplished enough. Ambitious enough. Athletic enough. Interesting enough. Funny […]
It’s been a year since my first post. My public writing in the past several months has since tapered off. I’ve used this blog as my outpost for speaking out about my depression and anxiety, as a way to update people in my life about how I’m fairing, and also as a cathartic means of […]
Overview and Case Study: What It Is “It’s your fault they denied you. You were selfish. You had no self-control and YOU did this. You’re a fucking terrible person, who drove away the people who tried to care about you. Because you’re depressed. Because you’re anxious about everything. And it’s your fault for being sick […]
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