It’s been a year since my first post. My public writing in the past several months has since tapered off. I’ve used this blog as my outpost for speaking out about my depression and anxiety, as a way to update people in my life about how I’m fairing, and also as a cathartic means of […]
Overview and Case Study: What It Is “It’s your fault they denied you. You were selfish. You had no self-control and YOU did this. You’re a fucking terrible person, who drove away the people who tried to care about you. Because you’re depressed. Because you’re anxious about everything. And it’s your fault for being sick […]
Passion. Desire. Hopes. Dreams. Wanting. Whatever you call it, these are the feelings, the emotions that keep us here. These are the moments we live for. Whether we want a future of surprises or planning out every single moment of our lives, that basic need to have, to do, to feel, is something that pushes […]
I grew up in California. One of the prerequisites for my college choice was how far away it was from home. So I spent four years in the Mid-Atlantic. I was graduating, and I wanted to leave again – so I ended up in Boston. I went from the desert in the southwest to the […]
“The most terrifying fact about the universe is not that it is hostile but that it is indifferent; but if we can come to terms with this indifference and accept the challenges of life within the boundaries of death – however mutable man may be able to make them – our existence as a species […]
If you’ve ever caught a glimpse of what I used to write when I was in high school, then you know how incredibly bleak it was. And you’ll know how incredibly difficult it was for me to trust people. I could blame that on so many things: parents who never let me out of the […]
It’s every day. A day for me can go one of two ways. 1: I fight, and I feel normal – happy even. 2: I wake up. And it’s already started. The fear, the panic, the grief. That’s what begins my every day. That’s what can and does happen – that’s what I have to […]
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